I didn't have a good sleep.Because i slept quite late.Around 4plus in the morning.Well,its obviously because i cried again.I just do not know why i cannot move on.Maybe he has done so much nice things for me and i just do not want the memories to end here.*sigh*.
Tonight is the last sleep here.And i'm flying off tmr morning.Im excited.I miss my family there.I even miss my ex bf there and our son.I mean MY son.I have bought new clothes for him already.I miss watching him play with the rooster together with my ex bf.And i can't believe he's still calling my ex bf~PAPA.Gosh!
Yeaps.I bought new G-strings.*giggles*.Red and Black.I know.SEXY.Well,my father couldn't stop laughing when he carried those and asked who does it belongs to.Excuse me? It can't possibly belong to mummy right? LOL. In fact,it wasn't my idea to buy those.It was MUMMY's idea.*laughs*.
Alright.Nancy gotta stop admiring guys at the moment.HOTSTUFF! I just can't take my eyes off him.I'm not stalking him.But it's an everyday's time that i see him.Zomg.I do not know his name yet.Well,he's a malay.Works in a hp shop at toa payoh central.Oh! Oh! Oh! I love his hair,while mummy don't.She say he looks gay because his hair has multiple colours! But don't u think its cool? Well,NANCY does.Too bad.And,he's way too sexy.He's outfits,are damn hotstuff.I'll try to snap a picture of him so i can proudly post on my blog.LOL.I'm just kidding.No worries.I'm not a despo.Hey,he's handsome.It's so obvious he may be attached.But i still cannot forget the day when he called out to me.But Shereen ruined it! Because she pulled me away.To run away.*sigh*.Oh man! I'll just have to stop admiring him.*giggles*.
I'm missing my night-life babes already.Those bitching stuff we used to do.Camwhore,Drink,Lalalalalalalalalalalala.I miss everyone!
Ok well,Aboi and me have drifted apart.Mainly caused by 2 people.Shereen and Za'aba.
Firstly,because of Shereen was:I was never concerned about Aboi when Shereen was around.I was always defending her when she was around.I neglected him when she was around.I blamed him on everything when she was feeling angry/sad.And i knew by all those mistakes,i have hurt Aboi's feelings.
Secondly,because of Za'aba was:We spent so much time together when all of us met.Again,i neglected Aboi.Me and Za'aba was happily chatting and playing while Aboi was put aside.And the worst part was,Za'aba confessed that he truly loves me and now that Aboi has found out about it,he has given up on wooing me.And when i asked what was his reason for giving up,all he said was:"I'll definitely LOSE.".I was like ?!@#$&*$%#$*! AArgh.Freaking pissed off.I cried in front of him and shouted,why didn't he have confidence in himself! He's a total GAY.And by then,i started to give up on him too.I really can't stand GAYS.Especially when those who do not have confidence in themselves.WTF.But i seriously do miss him.
Aboi[Candid shot].
Me and Aboi;Playing a fool.
ABOI;IMISSYOU.
I have nothing else to say already.So i'll just post some pictures:
From top to bottom:
Me and Mimi.
Damien and Me.
Me and Damien.
Me and Mimi.
Me and Mimi.
Playing pool.[Me and Mimi].
Me and Damien.
Me.[The day i trimmed my eyebrows].
Me and Shereen.[Sista Lupp].
Mimi,Shereen,Me.[After drinking Amsterdam].
Me and Damien.
Me and Damien.[Carrying him].
Me.[On the night i 'ton'].
Me.[Playing my psp before going to sleep].
Me.[After dying my hair].
Actually,i'm feeling quite bad right now.Because,i've been avoiding Dino.When i see his calls,i'll just ignore.When i see his sms-es,i'll just ignore too.*sigh*.For what reason? I myself do not know.Gosh.Gosh.Gosh.
While blogging,i received an sms from Za'aba.He asked me why didn't i msg him for so long already.And he even asked me if i was avoiding him.IDONOTKNOW.Well,we haven't met up for quite some time already.I shall meet him soonnnnnn.
IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.
Bubbye.
Im back.Because just now i went out.
I went to my godbrother's house to look after both him and his younger brother. ;Beckham and Owen.Well,i didn't play much with Beckham but i did,with Owen :D Aww.That cute lil' boy.I have pictures of him because he was so eager to pose around and take pictures.*laughs*.I'll post the pictures in awhile.
I was supposed to go for a 'smoke-break' with Lester and Jasmine.But i was too lazy to go and also,i couldn't leave the 2 children alone at home.So the plan was cancelled.So,when their mother came home,i went home.[Actually Owen didn't want me to leave].Hee.He's such a sweet lil' boy.
So,when i reached home,i sms-ed Shereen to come to my house.Because she needed to take back her assignment and we wanted to exchange some songs.So when she reached,we chat for awhile.I missed her! Then she told me that there is going to be a fight tomorrow.I was supposed to be inside it to.But too bad i can't do anything now because i'm going back tomorrow,in the morning.But if anything happens to her,THATS IT.But there is no need for me to worry.She's strong. :DD
After,we went to Toa Payoh Central.To withdraw money,buy earpiece for my hp and buy psp game.Otw,we saw Lester and Jasmine.Then me and Shereen screamed.LOL.Then he caught up with us.He looked so smart! SO HANDSOME. *giggles*. Then he showed us his new tattoo.After,we chat awhile,then send him off.So me and Shereen went window shopping and bought the things i needed.Then we had 2 free cigarettes.YAY.Ah Shin's nice.He would always offer us free sticks. :DD
OHOH! I saw the guy whom i admire! He was there again. *blushhhhhh*
Otw back,Shereen went CRAZY.Why? BECAUSE OF MY PSP.The game..Was fantastic.We got it at $5.YAY.That car game;JUICE----? LOL.Even I went crazy when i played the game.We were screaming,shouting and all.People were staring at us.But we just ignore them.HAHA.So after that,we decided to eat Sushi.Shereen's treat.WHOO! We went to chill at the void deck near our block,and we started eating.And became even more crazy when we bet on the car race.The game was FUN. :DD
Reached home.We dropped by at YC for awhile.Because there were a few malay and chinese guys inside.So we went to see what was going on.As usual,those hooligans.Then they disturbed us and sooo onnnn.
Made our way back.I lend Shereen my psp.Precisely! She went TOO CRAZY alr.But no worries.I'm meeting her again tonight.And its MY turn to play.WEEEE!
Pictures:
From top to bottom:
Me and Shereen.[The night we 'ton'].
Shereen and me.[Our night out when we got drunk].
Shereen.[Candid shot;Playing my psp].
Me.[Happily eating my sushi].
Owen.[Wanna-be fighter].
Owen.[Peace].
Owen.[Smiles].
Owen.[Trying to be tall].
Alrights.Gotta go get my luggage ready and gotta pack my stuffs.
IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.IMISSREMY.
Bubbye.
Nancy Roberts .