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Stayed at home;Do the household chores.
I slept late at night.VERY late.Because i was crying.Well,its all those-why i get hurt always-and stuffs.*sigh*.
I shall be happy.
I wanna start afresh this coming 2008.I wanna be OUT and do good for my future.
This morning,Shereen came my house.To upload pictures in friendster.Then after she went home.Because i was busy.
Hunnie didn't came online.Because he was at ETP.Well OH Well.But at least he did sent me an sms though :D
Webcam-ed with Az.Funny siol.
Chat with Zai.And we talked BLAH.
Chat and webcam-ed with Saraj.He was super funny lahh.We had these plan and all.Like so amazing lohh.Well,his my Darling!Darling Friend YO! Heeee :DD
Heard from Siva alot of things arh.What a disappointment siol.Shan't state things here.Alrights.
SIVA;IMISSYOUTOO.
Chat with my ex bf;Guna.Then he gave me his new number arhs.
Talk-Talk-Talk to Saraj.
Parents came home.
Then suddenly my father told me to off the laptop because he wanted to talk to me.Then i was like,SHIT.I hope its not something bad arhs.Then i took quite some time arh.So he came in my room and said with a smile: "Its a Christmas message".
So he sat down on my bed and he talked to me.
-Christmas Eve Stuffs/Christmas Stuffs.
-My Future.
-My Family.
Oh god.Seriously arh,i was holding on to my tears sial.Also because i was on webcam.But after all,i didn't care.Because it was Darlinkk Saraj arhs.Only thing he will feel sad/bad if he sees me crying.Oh well..I started crying when my father cried arhs.Even now when i'm blogging at this part,my tears are dropping.Saraj knows about this^^.Haish.I love my father very much.And also,this coming 2008,i don't wish to see any bad cases coming out.My father's pretty stubborn but i hope he will think of me and his family before he does something really stupid.What my father shared with me was really meaningful.I wil always keep his words in my heart & mind.When mummy walked in,the moment she heard my father apologising,she too started to cry.AFter,my father gave me his Christmas gift;With a tear.And i really appreciate it.We may not be like other family members but we are here;close to hearts :D
DAD;THANKS ALOT.ILOVEYOUSOMUCH.
Oh well,at that point of time,i couldn't stop crying.Saraj saw me lahh.On webcam.I felt embarassed in the beginning.But right after i poured out,i felt much better.
SARAJ;THANKYOU FOR CHEERING ME UP.
Then,my father came in again to talk to me for the second time.This time,it was about my piercings.He told me that he hopes that i will take out all my lip piercings.And if i do that,after,he will not mind me getting tattoos.I was SHOCK.Then he continued.That,even though its underage to put tattoos,he will accompany me to the shop to say that im his daughter,who wants to get a tattoo.ANd i asked him with confusion,that,i thouht he only allowed me at the age of 18.And he told me,NO.Now,he allows me.And he talked about his tattoos.Like,when he got it and stuff.I was really surprised to hear what my father told me.Now,i don't have to worry of hiding tattoos from my parents.All i have to do now is to close my holes on my lips.Weeeeeeeee! :DD
Okay.After all the talking/dinner.We were invited for a celebration.So we got ready and went to Sengkang.
Partied and all.Drink abit.Because my father gave me a glass of liquor.Gahhh :P
Then Joy asked me to watch TV with her.
Watch 'Ella Enchanted'. It was freaking nice siol.A wonderful tale indeed :DD
Then we talked about bfs and stuff.LOL :DD
Then it was time to go home.Because,my father was already semi-drunk.
Reached home,washed up and all.
Online.
12MIDNIGHT.
We greeted each other MERRY CHRISTMAS with a KISS.
-ILOVEMYFAMILY- :DD
Okay.I'm a good girl from now onwards.No more of that shirt stuff aights.
MIA to them,OH WHAT-SO-EVER!
Its for the sake of my FUTURE/FAMILY/LOVED ONES.
---------------------------------MERRY CHRISTMAS-------------------------------------
Nancy Roberts .