I'm like sad lah.
I didn't get to talk to boifee this morning sial.Because my prepaid only 4cents!! Gahhhhh! :'(
Reaching school,outside,saw Stephanie,Rachel,Steffi.Went to them.Talk.Talk.Talk.
During recess,stayed in class.Sing.Sing.Sing :DD
My friends ask me to join campus superstar/singapore idol.I was like,huh? Then they say because i got good voice.Wakakakaka :DD But very paiseh arhs.Lol.
After school,we had a short break before our computer lesson.So when i was walking out of class,saw Stephanie and Steffi,talking to Velda.So i know Stephanie was going to ask about the gang thingy.Then i went to Kpo-Kpo abit and went to see.
Talk.Talk.Talk.
Suddenly,Ms Teo shout for us to come up.I think is actually to help her carry things.But we were damn scared.We thought she called us for something else.So the whole group of us ran away.After 5-10 mins,she came to my class and shouted for those who were gathering outside,to see her.Obviously we didn't admit arhs.We all just kept quiet.
Computer lessons,we used the comp.So not so boring today.Camwhored (:
The pics are all in Stephanie's hp.I forgot to take it from her.
Tomorrow :)
After everything finished,Me and Stephanie went out.Only to toa payoh central.
We went EC to check out something.Was super duper Ex lah sial.But no choice :-/
Stephanie bought and she said it was nice.Hmmmmm.Ok go! :D
At EC,saw my ex bf.He was working today.Stephanie said he's hensem.Yalah2.Haish! Well,he saw me them smiled at me.So i smiled back loh.Then we went off.
Walk-walk around,looking for hp.
Sickening arh! THAT GUY at the hp shop..He said bye to me.I just ignore arhs.I still haven't forgive him loh.Then his friends want to laugh-laugh coz i show my black face.Sickening arh.
After,we went to meet Meiting.She was with her bf.I thought her bf was short.Lol.In the end,tall.In pic look short lah.Haha.Her bf so sweet,carried for her her bag.Hopefully they'll last long so she doesn't have to emo here and there.LOL.
Went to Mac to see got who.So many fuck faces.Only Sufyan hug me then i walk away.Then saw Stephanie friend.Talk-Talk awhile.Then she shake hand with me?.To make friend uh.Friendly indeed (:
Then talk on the phone;about problem.
I was late already.So i made a move first.
Walked outside.Saw Lira,her small bro and Syafiq.
Lira's bro is big alr :)
When i said hi to him.Know what he say to me?!!
Hello Nancy Gorilla!!
And i saw Syafiq laughing! Then Lira told me that Syafiq was the one who asked him to say that.So i wanted to catch them.But Syafiq and Lira's bro ran inside Mac.Lazy already so i went home.Nottie boys!
Reached home.
Sleep.
Mummy woke me up for dinner.
Eat.
Watch TV.
Do homework.
On my laptop.The first thing i did was,went to Az blog.Because today is the 17th.I know for sure he'll post.I know him well..
The min i saw our pic,my tears rolled down.......Read.Read.Read.I just kept on crying and crying.I tried not to make any sound when i was crying.But i was really too sad.My mother heard me and she came in my room.She asked me what happened.Then i just said i accidently hit my head on the shelf.Then after she walked away,i cried again.I wanted to...But i promised i wont do stupid things already.I'm really stress.But i know Az doesn't want me to be stress,neither does he want to see me in this state.He told me last night that his wish is to see me happy,although he is not.Haish.He even asked me to last long with my bf and asked me not to fight with my bf.
Az,i didn't forget our memories okay.And i'm still keeping your things.Its still with me.Even when we broke up,we fought,or whatever negative thoughts,i'm still keeping all the things from you.Ok.And pls.Pls don't apologise.It wasn't your fault after all.I did alot of wrong things when i was with you.Well,for now,its all too late to regret.We can't turn back time.Haish.Yeah.The songs on your blog...Are my fav songs.[Ours]...The moment i read the last part of his blog,i took out...and...:'(
I keep asking him/myself,why he doesn't want to move on..He said i'm too special for him.Haish.I know,although Jyl has replaced me.I was happy in the beginning,that he has found someone to get over me.BUT,when he said that althought Jyl manage to replace me,i'm still in his heart.And i'll always be in his heart...Haishh....:'(
His last words was:
'Remember this;I'll wait for you...'
:'(
Nancy Roberts .