This morning , met Stephanie . We were early , so we walk-walk outside school . Then got this one bladdy stalker . He kept following and staring at me siol . He's an indian arhs . Damn scary lah ! After , when Steffi , Rachel , Meiting , Grace came , we all disturb . In the end , all run away ! LOL .
Saw Grace couple ring . Damn nice siol . $70 . Her 1 month Anni . So sweet sial ...... The first lesson of the day ;Already kena nagging from Ms Au .Because ;Ivana , Rebecca , Yamuna & Sara , hide Huiying's water bottle . And the minute Ivana returned back Huiying's water bottle , Huiying's face expression was damn angry . Ms Au saw , and , asked her what happened . She said in a funny tone 'Ivana played a PLUCK on me!' Then the whole class started laughing . Worst still , i was sitting beside her , so , i was controlling my laughter ! They were called out . Luckily , i wasn't involved siol . Nag , Nag , Nag .....Ms Au almost complained to Dean / DM sial . Luckily she didn't . If not , they gone case arhs . Well , the whole class was pissed off with Huiying , for wasting time arhs .*Tsk , Tsk ...*Geography was freaking boring larh ! Meiting got separated from her seat ; next to me , for , laughing / talking / playing so much . Haha . Then , i was alone . So , i slept . ~Shiok :)Recess , I didn't know why i felt damn hyper sial ! I kept , screaming / talking & laughing damn loudly arhs . Heheh . Then , Me & Stephanie disturbed the 2 malay bitches . They got Fuck Face siol ! Sickening lah ; Seriously !History was effing bored larh . I was emo-ing ; together with my partner ; Meiting . Haish . Sibei stress larh sial . I wrote out all my feelings shey . Some is anyhow talk cock one luhs . Haha . Hmmph . But i really feel sad lah :'( Morning calls were actually GREAT for me . But today ... Haish ... I really got nothing to say about it uhs :'(
Otw for assembly , Me & Meiting kept disturbing people . LOL . Because we nothing better to do arhs . In the end , we had so much fun . HAHA .
During assembly , i got no idea to what all the CB KIA were talking sial .
*No Offence* .
So , Me and My clique ;
Gossip , Gossip , Gossip .
Laugh , Laugh , Laugh .
Talk , Talk , Talk :DD
PC was damn lame arh . As usual , Mr Chang ; Nag , Nag , Nag ...Then after , he explained about what he's doing , is for our own good . LAME lah . What he's doing , is giving us ; TORTURE ! Can ?!
After school , Me , Steffi & Jacia , waited for Stephanie to finish her CME homework . Then Ms Laskmi know about the bully thing sial ! Because.... I also dunno .. Hee :) Die lah . Confirm . *Tsk , Tsk*....Poor Meiting , can't go out with us . Because Mr Chang called her mother and asked to pick her up from school . Very bastard sial ! Then Meiting kept crying . Haish .So , Me , Steffi , Jacia & Stephanie , went Amk Hub . Me and Steffi bought pencil case . Same one :) Then , met Wan[Star] . For the first time siol ! He look different lehs . Hee . Talk , Talk , Talk for while . Then he went home . So , we headed to Macs ; For our lunch . We were all DAMN RACIST sial . Haha . *Chocolate Cake* . Black fuckers seriously act alot lah . CCB . We were all damn noisy . Laughing / screaming loudly in Macs , because of a motherfucking black bitch !After , we left Macs . Walked by the long way . Then saw this group of malay ITE guys . At that point of time , i was making a joke about the racist thingy . Then one of the guy stopped me and asked me , what i was talking about . So , i started bursting into my loud laughter , and walked away . LOL ! Then 3 of the guys turned around and asked me to stop laughing and stay where i was . I was like , huh ?? Then they asked for my name . So , i said NANCY . They were like ; HUH ? Nancy ? Malay / Chinese ? Then Steffi answered ; Chinese ! So , i said Sshhh... Then i asked what they want . Then one of the guy asked for my hp number . At first , i don't want to give . But they like very noisy sial . So i give arhs . Then another one , came and asked . So , i told him to take from his that friend . And he said , he wants to take personally from me . I was like , lame lahh .. Then give arhs .After , we all couldn't stop laughing sial ! LOL ! :DDThen , went home . Otw , the guy msg me . His name is Azwan . Same as my ex bf name sial ! HAHA !Oh oh ! Nicholas and Me chat-ed in Msn ! Finally ! Whoo~ Hawtness :DDKeciq called me sial . Talked for awhile . Surprising siol . But only talked for awhile uh . Because i like got no mood to talk to him . Haish .
Azwan called me . Then talked for awhile only uh . He told me about his relationship story . Like very poor thing like that loh . Hmmph . But , other than that he's beri funny on the phone sial . Then , i'll always be sarcastic to him . HAHA .
Az called me . And we talked for awhile .
Effie suddenly came online and asked me to be his Valentine . I was like , WTF ! And i couldn't stop laughing sial ! HAHAHAHA :DD
Boifee like beri poor thing sial . Work , until so tired . Tmr he want to meet me , also can't . Because the class so CB , tell Ms Mara to put remedial class tmr . Haish . Must go give excuse tmr . So no need to stay back tmr . Hopefully can sial :-/
I'm really stress ----____----
My feelings ;Do you think we can last long ? Haish , I love you so much . 1 month + only , and i'm feeling like that . Why , I'm wondering . I know you love me with all your heart ; That's what you told me right . Its such a really hard decision for me sial . I didn't know things will turn out like this in this situation . Although , i'm happy with you , i'm still ; Sad / Angry / Frustrated / CONFUSED ! Things are really different now . My feelings for you ; seems to be fading away . I think both of us have changed . Its sad to see it this way . I want back the past ; But its just pushing me backwards ! Hunnie ; ILOVEYOU . I don't wish to part from you . The days spent with you ; are always the precious moments in my life . I don't wish to let go of the memories that we had . Save me from this spinning world . Its going round and round ; Making my head ache , just like how my heart is aching NOW . Fix back this broken heart of mine . It has your name / your soul / your blood / your eveything on it ! You're part of my life ; I DO NOT want to LOSE YOU . Remember ; I had a shortage feeling of sadness ; Without your presence . At that point of time , all i felt was ; Sad / Hurt / Regret and filled with guilty feelings . I don't wish to repeat that same mistake . Hold me tight in your arms ; && Never let me go . ~ILOVEYOU~ <3
I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you
Nancy Roberts .