Woke up early.Because my father told me he want to paint the toilet and the kitchen.So must get ready before he does his work.Haish.Was still sleepy by then.
So,bathe,had my breakfast,then call Mimi.Asked her whether can accompany me go central.So we decided to meet at 2pm.
Online.
Chat with Wan Star.He's very funny loh.So he told me his name is: Funny Wan Star. LOL :DD Then told him my relationship problem and all.And,instead of cheering me up,he laugh! Know why? Because he say GOT CHANCE!!! LOL :DD
2pm;Went Mimi house.Brought Damien & Darren along.At interchange,saw Yamuna.Then talked for awhile.After,went popular to buy books.Then,went to food court to eat our lunch.
Almost finishing our food,need to rush home.Because Mimi mother reached home already but without key.LOL :DD
Reached home,put all my things down and rest for awhile.Then know what?!! My contact lens dropped and i dont know where the hell it went sioL! Because it actually dried up as i was holding it all the way.Like fark shey.The expiry on the 29th.Still quite long sia.Haish.Must get new one again.Hopfully when my mother cleans my room,she will find it.Lol..
Heavy rain.So felt lazy.Stayed at home.
Online.
In the evening,wanted to buy prepaid card.Because so many people want to contact me.Haha.So called Mimi to come my house.AFter,we went to buy.
Reached our block,saw the 2 gundu butchs.Hensem but Gundu-Because they got no brains.LOL :DD So we lepak and talk-talk-talk.Adith shuffle damn power sial!!! Hazuq,only smoke and smoke.Haha.Then we on music and started dancing and singing.Suddenly,Adith and Hazuq keep saying i look very cute and sexy.Then they like me all.But i just ignore them.Because i thought they play-play.Then when they found out something,Even more worst.They said,GOT CHANCE to stead.Then Adith come infront of me and started grinding.I was like screaming my heart out siol! Hazuq only kept winking at me.Haha.Like c'mon lah.They are my 2 bestfriends loh! Nothing much of that will happen lah.Since young they are the ones always settling my problems.Gahhhh! :P Suddenly,something scary happened siot! They played my favourite malay love song.Then both of them whispered something.After,they both turned at me and started singing with the FEELING expression!!! I couldn't stop blushing sial!! And all Mimi could do was LAUGH! Sickening sial...Then after Hazuq got phone call.So everything stopped.But Adith kept flirting with me.LOL :DD
Decided to go YC.Hazuq and Adith went first.Because Mimi accompanied me home to take money.
Otw going to YC,saw Kk.He asked me where i was going and all.I lied to him one part using Mimi's name.But Mimi,always like gundu,turn the whole story upside down.Then Kk called me SUNDAL.Haish.So i just walked away.
Reached YC.
The bitch at there with all the small kids.I hate her even more when i found out she asked for Hazuq's number.SHe's damn bitchy sial! Then today want to put tiam some more.Don't even know how to put properly.Want to draw,draw properly uh! Wanted to slap her face but Adith hold back my hands.Sickening arh! So went to another corner.Talked to Photo.He asked me alot of questions.Then Mimi anyhow say Photo like me.Lol :D Photo said Mimi Siow!! Haha.
Was feeling hungry.So decided to go buy food at 7-11.Adith said he wanted to accompany me because he want to sound me as his scandal.LOL.Hazuq also came along.So we all went to 7-11.Hazuq kept disturbing people along the way arh.We all couldn't stop laughing sial.
Reached 7-11.We make alot of noise and all.Then suddenly received a phone call from my ex bf;Azmi.Don't know,suddenly his gf asked what i want.So Adith took my hp and start talking.Then both of them scold here scold there.After,become BIG problem.Wanted to settle at Amk.Adith damn good at talking in problems sia.But Hazuq is different.Good in fighting.Haha.Adith was damn angry arh.Until the woman at the cashier kept staring.So we went outside and talk.Dunno talk until where then put down.Then msg-msg awhile,problem stopped.Because Azmi stopped.Haha! LOSER!!! :)
Went back to our block downstairs to lepak.Of all places,we sat at the lift there.Then all the people complain so much.But all we just said was-SHUT UP-HAHA.Hazuq,busy with the phone.Adith,bored,went to make paper helmet!!! We all couldn't stop laughing sial.Because his reaction damn funny uhs.Oh! Adith is turning 18 larh shey.Then he kept making fun of us.Bad sia.
Then after,they want to go bathe.Because they going to Vivo to meet Hazuq's gf.So they went home.Me and Adith kept calling each other Scandal.LOL :DD
Me and Mimi lepak downstairs our block.We were bored,so we started singing the song;Missing You.Suddenly,Mimi said she got something to tell me,but i cannot tell anyone.[I'll just blog it here].She still has feelings for Faiz! And i was like;I knew it!!! Then...She started crying.So i hugged her.Tightly..Poor thing sia.I really feel poor thing for her.Just for Shereen,she didn't accept Faiz.And her reason was;Friends always come first in her heart.So now i know why she hates guys and prefer to be single.Haish...
After everything ok,we decided to go spy on this one house opposite our block.Because the people living there,took drugs,then they were all high,dancing Cha-Cha.So me and Mimi went to watch.The woman and man damn funny arh.Especially the way they dance.Like retarded people siol.
Then,i was hungry.So i wanted to go home and take my dinner.Mimi don't want to go home yet.So she came over my house and play comp.My parents damn funny sial.They kept giving Mimi alot of food arhs.My mother want Mimi to grow fatter.Lol :D
So we ate together.And watched Youtube,then go chatroom and all.Throughout the whole time,alot of funny things happened arhs.We laughed alot.
Suddenly,received msg from Adith.He said he was serious in sounding me for Scandal.Then me and Mimi couldn't stop laughing.So i just said Yes arh.After all,we are really good friends.But the worst part was when he asked me to call him Daddy,and he want to call me Baby!!! Mimi and me started laughing damn loud arhs.Confirm when meet him again,sure jialat.Haha.Then he asked to meet at 11pm downstairs our block;To take pictures.Then i said i was tired.Tomorrow then meet.Then he said,anything.But,today he hensem,tomorrow he ugly.Haha.Lame lahh.In the end,he said he cannot meet me at 11pm because he going to Ton.So instead,meet tomorrow.Then camwhore.Gahhhh! :P
ADITH/HAZUQ :DD
10+pm,Mimi went home.
Online.
Haish.
Although my life seems happy and all.Its all pretence? Well,that's on the outside of me.But in the inside of me...No words can describe about these feelings.From Yesterday,i kept listening to the song;Missing You.I think already reached 100times sial.Listened repeatedly.Cried repeatedly.Yeah.HE doesn't knows i'm hurt.He left me just like that.Because of...Haish...He broke his promise.I thought i wouldn't be hurt again.But..I really do not know why i'm so weak at all relationships.I act strong for the fact i have to stand tall and move on.But deep down;I'm sreaming with fears and crying in sorrows..Why can't ALL understand my feelings? Why do they have to lie and treat me like a bitch puppet?? Each time when i give up someone special,I lose another in return.So maybe i should say this is Karma for me..I also do not know what's going to happen next in my life.Sometimes,i feel like just ending it here.But i think about my loved ones.Here i am,blogging about my feelings.Im open,yesh i am.Because i let it out here.People just dont farking get my point.I really hope to end all my fears and troubles here.But i'm just too weak..Each time i attempt,i always FAIL.Maybe its just now the right time yet for me.All i have to do now is to move on with life and be strong.
I can't believe we just ended it here.Just like that..Thanks for the love u've given me.Thanks for everything..
&&THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES.
DADDY;ILY.
The song;
*MISSING YOU*
~For You~ :'(
Nancy Roberts .