This morning , i woke up at about 10 am .
Early sia . Coz couldn't sleep uhs .
Morning2 , i dreaming , then my mother wake me up . From there , cannot slp alr . Lols .
Coz i kept saying out : "Dear" in my dream . Then my mother scold me . Hahas . She say , i only know how to dream of HIM only .. Hahahahahas :D
After breakfast , i went online .
Like only for awhile lah .
Chat wif Meo only .
Coz all the pple online like farkingg irritating uhs .
After awhile , Dear came online .
I manage to chat wif him for awhile only uhs .
Offline .
Went to bathe , change and all .
Then went to KK hosp wif my father .
Nbcb .
Wait for bus damn longggggg .
Reach .
Need to wait so longgggg .
So many matrepppps lah.
Hahas.
Then , my mother came .
Blah , blah , blah .
Took my wt , ht , bp .
Then , went to see my gynae doctor .
Nbcb .
*sighhhhh*
Urine test , blood test ..
Then i think the doctor injected anaestethic - dunno what the hell is that .
Oh , put asleep .
I was suppose to be admitted .
But my mother didn't want me to stay in the hosp coz no one can look after .
So in the end , the doctor said i wasn't that weak also .
But then , we spent damn long time in the hosp arhs .
Ehhhhhhh . FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK .
I'm damn sadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd .
Haish .
Hmms , went home wif my mother . Coz my father left earlier .
Reached home .
I rest awhile coz my body was damn pain .
Then , Annette & Jolyn kept calling me , asking me to come down swenson .
It seemed damn important . So i told my mother . And she was like , must accompany me , in case something happen . Haish . I'm that weak meh ? Aiyooo .
Actually , i didn't had the mood to go . But then , my important frens wadddd .
So , reached EC , called Annette . She talked to my mother awhile . Then my mother went Bishan . So , we went to Swenson .
Saw Cikgu Azliana and she was like so surprise to see me .
Lols .
OH! Jacia , Annette , Christine , Jolyn , Janelle and ME (:
The rest were missing :(
So sad they wasn't there . But nvm .
Sit down .
Talk , talk , talk .
Then the woman came to the table and said something which i couldn't hear .
Lols .
After , she came to the table wif a birthday cake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gahhhhhs! :P
I was extremely happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , shocked , SURPRISED !
I really appreciated today lah!
Hmms ,
*the normal routine for birthday cakes*
Then , after eating the cake , Janelle and Chrsitine had to leave first .
They promised me they would see me on Wednesday again (:
So left Jacia , Annette , Jolyn and me .
Then , we ordered a plate of spaghetti .
Damn expensive lahhhhhhhhhhhh .
I complained alot . Hahas .
After eating , i called my mother . Coz she wanted to pick me up .
Met my mother downstairs EC .
Talk , talk , talk .
Went to interchange together .
Then i went my own way .
I left wif HUGS & THANKS (:
Reached home ,
online for awhile .
Then offline .
Didn't had dinner , coz i got NO MOOD .
I wanted to slack some where downstairs .
But all fucked up people only .
So , i went outside , alone .
I cried and cried and cried .
I manage not to do any stupid thing . Because i didn't have ANYTHING wif me!
Lols .
Nvm nvm .
Got other days .
Hahas .
Sitting on the , *wad u call that?*-balcony? , taking fresh air , made me feel quite ok alr .
Can't believe that i was imagining myself dropping down DEAD . Hahas .
Then , i thought i shld call it a day .
Since i felt damn tired & weak .
Went home .
Online for awhile .
Webbie wif Meo Matreppppp .
Chat wif A'an for awhile .
I think he's going IN luhs . But he didn't wanna make himself clear . But its damn obvious lah .
2 fuckinggg years?? Haish . Saddening lahs .
Whatever .
I'm alr stress enuff .
Oh ,
Dear manage to get another MC .
Gahhhs , i gotta meet him ! Its a MUST!!!!!!
Rahhhhhh XP
Mummy saw my love bite . And she lectured me . But she understood me that , i couldn't bare to part wif DEAR :D
*sighhhh*
~tralalalas .
I've got lots of questions in mind , that i gotta ask Dear .
Hmms........................
Okokokokok.
I'm not feeling well .
Gotta have my rest now .
-Its all over- :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
* hidden tears * ;
a fake smile .
I'm filled with sorrows instead of joy .
Dear , you're the only one who can kip me strong now .
*i'm sorry*
-i'm such a failure- :'(
Nancy Roberts .