Today may b eth happiest day for me .
because i finally met boifee after
weeks
BUT
deep down inside me .
i feel sad / hurt .
why did he have to be cold to me .
i just dont understand
i noe his frens are more important
than me .
but ,
we didn't even talk much?
i notice he's different right now
maybe his feeling has fade away for me .
but he's just running away from that fact..
why cant he treasure me ,
like how i treasure him so much?
Haish .
'dear , i dont wanna lose you '
i love you so much :'(