I woke up late today.
Because i think i was dreaming too much already.
I'm having nightmares of Dear..
Haish..
Scaryyyy lah.
Hmms,
No breakfast :(
Sit down , watch tv .
Watch Tv only for awhile .
Then went online .
I didn't manage to chat wif Dear . Because he went offline so fast .
He msged me , saying that because he got to settle problem .
Haish .
Chat wif Myra .
She told me about Afiq .
Afiq's only gonna come out in 3 years time .
Haish .
By the time , i'm already 18 .
Dots .......
Heard that he have been praying ..
He lost weight ..
Aiya ..
Though its sad to hear all these , i've long ago forgotten about him already .
So , i just wish him , happiness when he comes out?
Then , went offline .
Went to take a nap coz i wasn't feeling well .
Haish , received an sms from Dear , saying that he's in the hospital , coz he has been slashed . Wtf luhs . I told him not to get into so much trouble , and yet , he's still going against me . I guess maybe he doesn't know how much i care for him .. I was damn worried till i even cried . But i couldn't reply to his msg coz my hp got prob . Sickening arh !
Then i went online again .
Keciq suddenly chat wif me .
He started scolding me and all .
I was like , huh ? Wtf ? And then i became agitated and told him i long ago forgotten about him and blah blah blah . ANd know what he said ?! APRIL FOOL ! And he started laughing at me and all the shit . Damn him lah ! I kena tricked by him siol ! Nbcb !
A few minutes later , i received an sms from Batet . He said exactly the same thing as Keciq lahs! Lols . I couldn't reply . Saw him online , so i just said , YEAH , APRIL FOOL ! Then he got shocked ! Haha . He said , everyone kena trick by him , except him . Hahaha . Then i told him why . And he said , too bad he was late . Hehes :)
Offline .
Yiru came my house . She asked me to accompany her go police station make report .
So , i went to get ready , then went off .
Alamak , i saw Abg Yan downstairs . But i don't know what to say to him . So , i just stare at him . And he smiled :)
Went to PM awhile to buy food . Otw , got this crazy man , stopped at me and Yiru and said : " Hi sweet girls ... WHere ya'll going? .." I got angry , then i shouted , Kpkb! Nbcb! Then me and yiru walked away , cannot stop laughing . Lol .
Reached police station , i was hoping not to see one of the policemen who handled my previous case . Hees . Lucky he wasn't there! :D
Waited damn longggg .
Then , after , reported .
Blah ... Blah .. Blah ..
Went to PM again to buy food again .
Then walked home .
Otw , saw lash !
Gahs , i miss him like hell lahs .
I called his name then he was like looking for me . Coz i was standing behind a pillar . Lol .
Then he said hi , but got no time to talk . Coz i was rushing home . He's hair damn nice the colour lah . Hehes . When i said bye , his fren extra also said bye . Like want to flirt liddat . Lol ?
Walked home .........................
No one downstairs!
So quiet lor....
Reached home , my mother was freaking angry wif me coz of her hp . SHe said i deleted my fren msg and contact . When i didn't even delete anything ! Then i started shouting , blurting out all the TOOTS . Then she scream here , i scream there . So i just went into my room and watch tv . Had my dinner in my room also .
Received a msg from Lester .
He asked me to meet him .
But i didn't reply . Well , actually , i couldn't reply . Lol .
Watched Tv .....
Thinking and thinking of Dear ...
My tears just keep rolling down my cheeks ...
Haish ..
Gahs , Today is Casper's birthday . Yet , he's in RTC now . Saddeningggg lahhhhhhh!!!!!
CASPER ; HAPPY BIRTHDAY !IMISSYOULOADS.
Sigh , i feel , everything's not right .
Oh well , i just miss Dear like soooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Hmms , 1 more day to my birthday and yet i'm not excited at all .
Unlike previous years , i get super hyper and all ...
Walau , actually , me and my friends all planned to celebrate in school and all .
In the end , nothing's gonna happen . Sadddening lahhhhs ....
To make things short ,
IM NOT EXCITED AT ALL .
Dear ;
Nothing's gonna change my love for you .
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH .
Nancy Roberts .