My father was really nice to me this morning lah .
He came into my room when i was still sleeping , then asked me what i want for breakfast , he go buy . I was like , uh .. anything . Then went back to sleep . Hahas .
Wake up late again !
Had breakfast .
Watched tv .
Diana called me .
She wanted to borrow $10 from me . She said coz she broke alr .
She said urgent . I thought really the URGENT .
But in the end , is for cigarettes . LOL .
I asked her why cannot wait till she gets money , she said she cannot tahan alr . Need to smoke .
Aiyooo .
Haish , since she got help me alot before , i lent her my last $10 note arh . I also broke alr sial ! All because of the barbells that i've swallowed arh . Nbcb .
Supposed to meet her downstairs , but i asked her to come my house and take coz i was lazy . Hees .
Then , she asked me to go down , lepak wif her for awhile . But , i wasn't feeling well , so i told her another time .
Went online .
Chat wif Keciq & Keciik Esai .
Apologised to both of them for not meeting them today .
Wahh ! Keciik Esai got course next week leh . Saddening uhs .
Then , chat wif Dear .
Like only for pathetic 5 minutes .
Then he said , gtg . EXCUSES !
After a few minutes , we quarelled in fs comment .
Damn what lah .
I think he enjoys making me cry lah . Because he isn't the one being hurt after all .
Haish . Nvm .. I understand ..
I always kene everything .. And now , he doesn't even care about me at all .
To cut it short , "Lets just say ; He've broken his promises" .
Haish :'(
Had lunch .
Watched movie online .
Chat wif Zaki , then fought wif him .
I really hate him to the max !!!!!!!
First time hang out with him , alr get so irritated !
Never will i meet him AGAIN !!!
Rahhhs ! X(
After , didn't chat wif anyone online . No mood .
So , just watch videos on youtube .
-Jumpstyle & Shuffle- :)
Fuck arh . Supposed to go lepak . But in the end , heavy rain , don't know where everyone went . Gahhhs! XP
Online for so many hours alr . So decided to off comp .
Went to sleep for awhile .
Mummy woke me up for dinner .
AFter dinner , went down to lepak wif Suhailah .
When i was walking towards the next block , Boboy & Dadi kept calling my name . Damn lame & Irritating sial .
Then Azri , Syidah , Iwan , Khairul , Maswardi , Shazrul & Zizi came .
Talk-talk .
Then me and azri was bored , so we decided to do ; duo jumpstyle . Hehes . Damn style lah ! (:
After a few minutes , mummy and aunty asked me to go toa payoh central wif them . Went to develop photos . Then bought clothes :)
Otw home , saw my ex bf ; Feerdaus . He waved & smiled at me . So i also waved back .
For the first time , he wasn't SOMBONG ! :DD
Walking home , Zizi and the rest all shouting "minahrepppp" , asking me to lepak wif them . I like don't want , but they kept asking me to come down .
When i went down , they all making noise to why i took so long to come down .
Aiyoooo .
Then i wanted to go 7-11 to top up my Ez-link , so Zizi accompanied me . She told me many stories uh . LOL . All her gangsters & boys stories . Haha !
Bought food , went back to lepak .
All girls :)
Me , Mimi , Suhailah , Era , Syidah , Zizi & Nurul .
All the minahreps arh . LOL . SUhailah went home early .
Talk , talk , talk .
Zizi wanted to go Abg Yan hse . She asked all of us to follow . But , me and mimi don't want arh . So , in the end , all stayed downstairs .
Aiyooo . Now they asking me to help them in a fight .
I like don't want to get involve , but then they kept saying , sisters sia .. Then i no choice uh . Haish . I think shld be this coming week arhs .
Then suddenly , they all talking about our nicknames .
About Salomah Bacen , Fatimah Dandut , Etc .. *secret*! Hehes! :D
Then after , they started making fun of me . Making names for me , all funny-funny . Until they stopped at ; Baby . Since they so long have been calling me Baby wad . Lol . Then Zizi extra , shout ; Baby Ecstacy ! Coz of that day lah ! The Ecstacy & shaking head incident (: Hees! :D
10pm , Mimi mother asked her to go home . Zizi asked me to stay longer . I wanted . But Mimi asked me to go home wif her . So , go home lorrrr .
Reached home , mummy asked where i went . Lol . Irritating sial . Hehes .
Told her , then straight went to bathe .
Online for awhile ...
Haish . I'm missing dear so much ...
I doubt that he knows OR cares about it lah ...
I feel like giving up ...
Seriously ...
" Dear , without you , my life is meaningless . "He once said that sentence to me . && i'll always remember those werds . Now , i'm saying it back to him ..... Haish .
Nancy Roberts .