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BabyEcstacy ;
Nancy Roberts .
Mix .
Sweet 16 .
Toa Payoh .
Happily Attached ; 020709 .

I don't judge myself -
Because i'm a simple girl ,

Who lives a simple life [:

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AhPong & BabyEcstacy

Together We Live ;
The Wonderful Lifestyle ,
Truly With Love !
Far apart but close at heart ,
Nothing can keep us apart .


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    Eyebrow & Belly piercing .
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    Lower & Upper Lip piercing .
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    Meet bf's family .
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    9thApril - Clubbing @ Rupee .
    New Bikini .
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    7thJune - Clubbing @ St.James .
    Mphosis slipper .
    Mphosis big handbag .
    Mphosis high heel shoes .
    • Last tattoo;Full on lower back only .
    9thAug - Clubbing @ Supper Club .
    Tragus piercing .
    New shades .
    • Promote to sec 4 .
    18thOct - Clubbing @ Howl At The Moon .






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    aiyo . wad a day ! Tuesday, July 8, 2008 9:30 PM
    This morninq ,
    when wake up , already plan that , after school , come back home straiqht to sleep .
    in the end , received msq from friends , sayinq , qoinq out . aiyo .

    so , went to school .

    today home econ , cooked - roti jala .
    not nice sial !
    walau . my last year home econ the batch , food more nicer . dont know why this year must cook weird stuffs . lol . but i enjoyed practical wif partner (: all the flippinq and stirrinq . haha :D

    today damn slack sial .
    history like dont know what happeninq .
    home econ as usual .
    recess fun sey . all of us one qroup , sit toqether , then talk nonsense . qlad that bestfriend was present :D talk rubbish , joke here , joke there . then went back to class . science teacher nvr come . so no teacher . power . but i qood qerl , finish my werk first , then talk - talk . my other frens all behind , qossipinq , cuttinq dunno wad skirt , cuttinq hair . haha ! then , rme teacher nvr come . oits , qerek kan ! 2 free periods sey . no teacher . unbelievable . wah , this time , talk until shiok lah . HAHA . coz , blah blah blah . then , chinese teacher nvr come ! fuyoooo ! miracle lah sey . LOL ! then free 1 peroid . talk - talk . then , maths lesson , only watch video clip of drawinq the bisectinq . dunno how many videos must watch over and over aqain . haha . then school ended ! see ! slack like qerek riqht ! :D

    after school , went home chanqe and all .
    then went out .

    had lunch wif bestfriend at toa payoh .

    suddenly , received call from ramdan . damn shockinq sey ?
    then i asked wad he want .
    he ask to meet .
    i said for what ?
    he said , he want me to meet someone . because that someone wanna meet me .
    then i asked , who's that someone ,
    he said , qot lah .
    i asked , qerl or boy .
    he said , of course boy lah .
    and i knew it , the minute i heard the voice , i knew it wasn't ramdan . THEN , i had this damn feelinq that , wad if its my ex bf aiman ? maybe he just came out from RTC or wad ? huh ? wth .. then i was like , okok cominq !

    then ,, had a call from diana .
    she was like , oi ! aiman and ramdan at interchanqe .. aiman ! then i was like , WTFFFFFFFFF !!!!!!!!!!

    so , rushed down to interchanqe wif bestfriend .
    AND THEN ...........................
    there he was . standinq , smilinq .
    and he fkinq lost so much weiqht .
    omq ! i felt like huqqinq him , felt like fallinq into his arms .. but i had this feelinq that pushed me aback and just stood there , callinq out his name , in qreat surprise . qosh ! my tears wanted to roll down my cheeks , but i controlled .. and said ; " you're finally out .. after so lonq ... "
    damn !
    we stood there , talkinq ? didn't know what to talk thouqh .
    talked about the past and all .
    about ec , and all the past lah !

    after , bestfriend and me trained to amk .
    aiman and ramdan took the same train . coz they qoinq to sembawanq . they were not so far away from us . then , aiman kept turninq back at me , smilinq , and winkinq his eyes at me . he wore so formal today . lonq sleeve collared shirt , but he rolled up his sleeves and his tattoos still can be seen . aiyo . but he really lost so much weiqht , and im happy to see that (: then , he turned to me and disturb me . he said , ramdan , ur ex bf ? then i point middle finqer and said , NO ! then he said , ME , your ex bf ? then i shook my head . then he qave this shocked face and said , no ??? then i was like , uh , yah yah . say wronqly , my ex bf lah . then he smiled . aiyooo .

    then , me & bestfriend qot down amk .
    and aiman passed me his number by msq . took my number from ramdan .

    reached amk .
    eh eh , so many hot quys . but all can qo to hell lah . not interested uh . haha .

    so , met other frens .
    then went to slack .
    wanted to have dance showdown . but must only come back after 6pm . ah , can qo to hell lah .

    saw hanis & his frens (:
    talked to hanis for awhile .
    then his one fren , like anqmoh but malay , said ; mahal kita . to me . haha ! it means , i love you in philippine lanquaqe . but i replied back , qo to hell lah .
    HAHA . i know i'm mean :D

    after , trained back to toa payoh .
    then walked home .

    reached home .
    online .
    surprisinqly , a'an smallboi called me .
    and we talked otf (:
    haha . i know , i was so mean lah . kept sayinq qo to hell to him , and he tolerated my nonsense . hehe :D
    A'an Smallboi ; IF YOU'RE READING MY BLOG ; IM SORRY . Kae :D
    hee .

    then , went to sleep for awhile .

    wake up , lazy to qo buy dinner .
    so father was nice enuff to cook for me a little (:

    haix . i miss my mother sey .
    like , i nvr qet to see her so often siak .
    nvr qet to spend time wif her alr , nvr qo shoppinq and all .
    haix .
    its like , i only qet to see her in early morninqs . nvr in the afternoon .
    if at niqht , is only when i don't overniqht outside . and that is like , can qo to hell . coz now , most of the times , i overniqht outside , will nvr qet to see my mother . wad lah ... aiyo ... what if one day im really qoinq to die , she still won't have time for me ? haix , sad sial ! i want back the qood past :'(

    after dinner ,
    online .
    aiman msqed me .
    he was like sayinq , i looked prettier now , chanqed alot . rather than last time . i was like , of course lah ! that one how many years aqo sial ! lol .
    then ..................
    he told me , he still love me .....
    then ..................
    he asked me ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
    can we pls qet back toqether .. i really miss you ....

    OMFG ! obviously i was fkinq shocked and speechless lah .
    aiyooo ...
    but in the end , reject also .
    i dont think i need back the past uh .
    depends if i will develop back the my old feelinqs for him lorr .
    haix ....

    but my qreatest wish was ...
    why , of all ex bfs , he had to ask back for patch ??
    how i wished it was ;
    ok let me be straiqhtforward ...
    MAL .
    :'(

    haixxxxxxxxx.
    nothinq to say already lah .
    back to cuttinq and all .
    qo to hell lah okay .