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BabyEcstacy ;
Nancy Roberts .
Mix .
Sweet 16 .
Toa Payoh .
Happily Attached ; 020709 .

I don't judge myself -
Because i'm a simple girl ,

Who lives a simple life [:

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Everlasting Love ;


AhPong & BabyEcstacy

Together We Live ;
The Wonderful Lifestyle ,
Truly With Love !
Far apart but close at heart ,
Nothing can keep us apart .


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    Go back to school after expelled .
    1st Month Anniversary
    2nd Month Anniversary
    3rd Month Anniversary
    • 4th Month Anniversary
    Dye hair - RED .
    Big domokun stuff toy .
    New hp .
    Couple ring .
    Couple T-Shirts .
    • Red contact lens .
    New wallet from Guess .
    Pink adidas watch .
    1st Competition 2009 .
    2nd Competition 2009 .
    3rd Competition 2009 .
    4th Competition 2009 .
    Quit smoking .
    Tongue & Nose piercing .
    Eyebrow & Belly piercing .
    • Full-house piercing on right ear .
    Lower & Upper Lip piercing .
    Tattoos behind my lower back .
    • Tattoo on ankle & middle finger .
    Tattoo of my name .
    Meet bf's family .
    Pink psp .
    Pink Mp3 .
    9thApril - Clubbing @ Rupee .
    New Bikini .
    Pink Digital camera . (Lost) .
    7thJune - Clubbing @ St.James .
    Mphosis slipper .
    Mphosis big handbag .
    Mphosis high heel shoes .
    • Last tattoo;Full on lower back only .
    9thAug - Clubbing @ Supper Club .
    Tragus piercing .
    New shades .
    • Promote to sec 4 .
    18thOct - Clubbing @ Howl At The Moon .






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    Saturday, August 2, 2008 10:30 PM
    4th post for today :

    okay , like finally , i step out of the hse .
    then blah blah blah .
    then went in back .
    felt much better .

    i msqed mal .
    i asked him if i can see him tmr .
    he told me he will meet me after he wake up ? which will be quite late ? hais . nvm . so lonq as i can see him , i wld be happy alr .

    tmr , i wanna try my best to wake up early .
    so i can leave the hse by 10am . then qo meet whoever wants to meet me .
    coz i qot many plans alr .

    riqht , i'm otf wif daddy now .. i mean , ahzai . haisssss .
    erm , erm , i feel like meetinq him tmr ? like , i , _______ . walau . haix .
    stress ...............................

    i've been cryinq since this afternoon , till now .
    okay , like , suddenly will stop , then suddenly my tears will roll down my cheeks .. idk what's qoinq to happen next in my life ..

    i don't wanna mutilate , i don't wanna _____ , i don't wanna shake , neither do i wanna pump .. i chanqe , because i wanna prove him - Mal , that , i can chanqe . and coz i wanna wait for him .. everythinq , i wanna prove to him . i wanna prove to mal .

    i wanna sleep early later .
    i really wanna wake up early tmr .
    because , alarm won't help . or maybe i can ask daddy to call me and talk to me till im fully awake .. i mean ahzai .. haha . ok set , ok qo .

    hais , i'm anqry wif myself ?
    my mother today so qood mood to me . but i keep askinq her to shut up .
    what's wronq wif me mann ?? i quess i really can't smile after all . i quess all those fake smiles can't stay that lonq either ..
    i'm sorryyyyyyy :'(

    haiisssss . so useless .

    - niqhts -

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ; JONATHAN :D