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BabyEcstacy ;
Nancy Roberts .
Mix .
Sweet 16 .
Toa Payoh .
Happily Attached ; 020709 .

I don't judge myself -
Because i'm a simple girl ,

Who lives a simple life [:

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AhPong & BabyEcstacy

Together We Live ;
The Wonderful Lifestyle ,
Truly With Love !
Far apart but close at heart ,
Nothing can keep us apart .


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    Go back to school after expelled .
    1st Month Anniversary
    2nd Month Anniversary
    3rd Month Anniversary
    • 4th Month Anniversary
    Dye hair - RED .
    Big domokun stuff toy .
    New hp .
    Couple ring .
    Couple T-Shirts .
    • Red contact lens .
    New wallet from Guess .
    Pink adidas watch .
    1st Competition 2009 .
    2nd Competition 2009 .
    3rd Competition 2009 .
    4th Competition 2009 .
    Quit smoking .
    Tongue & Nose piercing .
    Eyebrow & Belly piercing .
    • Full-house piercing on right ear .
    Lower & Upper Lip piercing .
    Tattoos behind my lower back .
    • Tattoo on ankle & middle finger .
    Tattoo of my name .
    Meet bf's family .
    Pink psp .
    Pink Mp3 .
    9thApril - Clubbing @ Rupee .
    New Bikini .
    Pink Digital camera . (Lost) .
    7thJune - Clubbing @ St.James .
    Mphosis slipper .
    Mphosis big handbag .
    Mphosis high heel shoes .
    • Last tattoo;Full on lower back only .
    9thAug - Clubbing @ Supper Club .
    Tragus piercing .
    New shades .
    • Promote to sec 4 .
    18thOct - Clubbing @ Howl At The Moon .






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    Thursday, August 28, 2008 11:50 PM
    grrrr .
    today so annoyinq .
    i'm havinq my period & yet , i qot cauqht in the rain , i was drenched ! OMG . what a morninq .
    but qlad that there wasn't assembly [:

    enqlish teacher came super late .
    so , while we were waitinq , finaz came up with the idea , to write everyones' lover name . haha , so funny . those who doesn't have boyfriends , like the quai kia , we make up names like similar to their name . haha ! then suddenly , lit teacher came in to check on us coz of our loud lauqhters . so , we hurriedly erased the board . haha , damn funny , but super fun [: finaz qot so many sey . lol ;D

    slept for awhile .
    when enqlish teacher came , she take paper , hit me so hard to wake up . haha . she's so funny , after hittinq me , she lauqh . lol .

    finally ;
    my marks are out for enqlish - 70 / 100 . i was so happy because i expected a 60+ . gahs [: hiqhest in my class was 72 . my teacher said i could have qot hiqher if i manaqe to do my remaininq questions . & that really pissed me off coz i didn't had enouqh time . but oh well . 70 is qreat [:
    then , had a talk wif enqlish teacher outside class . she told me i did a qood job & she's proud of my results that i did well ;D
    then , track teacher came . enqlish teacher told her about my marks . and she was so happy , then she hit me damn hard on my back & shoulders . haha . but then , she said , i musn't be to overjoyed first coz eoy papers aren't over yet . but these shows siqns that i can make it if i don't qo the wronq path . wooosh ! i think i'm confident ? erm , yeah , i think i am [:

    before i went back to class , track teacher talked to me . asked me if i was cominq for traininq later . i qave excuses , she didn't accept . its my 2nd day of period and i'm sufferinq alot , she didn't cared . she said it was nothinq . i beqqed her but still , all she said was ; NO , NO , NO .
    then i just said , fine , i'm cominq . then she said , see you at the qallery at 2.15pm sharp , no more later like 2.16pm or 2.17pm , if not , you'll know what will happen .
    and so i stomped back to class and i cried ! Even ivana was forced to come for today's traininq . she also cried .
    hais , can't meet baby .

    we stayed in class for pe . was so happy . but i went mad , coz i cried and don't know what went wronq in me . coz i behaved so stranqe ? lol . so , becca & nina came to talk to me . then i felt much better [:
    half of the class was playinq monopoly . beenee went to join , while the rest of bimbrains were qossipinq . haha . memories had to come back . because , ally went to take out the pictures in my wallet , and compared the same looks and arrrrqqqqhh ! not only 1 person , but another person who i really miss so much and hopes he come out soon .

    durinq recess , steffi & christine joined us , then sara came alonq also [:
    biq qroup today , fun ;D
    sara , forever wif her boyfriend problems . but she always nvr fail to share it wif me (:
    then , beenee had to qo for competition . after she left , we went back to class .

    we were early , so nina & the rest were dancinq in class , while me & steffi decided to camwhore . then , we asked nina to join us & then jacia came and helped us . then we were disturbinq ally for candid shots , but didn't manaqe to qet it . lol . erm , will upload the pics tmr instead .

    chinese teacher came .
    he finished up on the chapter we did yest which had a bit left . then had free period ! 2 periods some more [:
    so , went to steffi's place there . chat wif her , christine & kaori .
    me , steffi & kaori planned to ton on one of the holidays [:
    we all talked crap , lauqhed alot , coz of kaori beinq silly & disqustinq . lol .
    all talk nonsense sey , then me & steffi keep disturbinq kaori coz of the topic we were talkinq about . kaori damn funny [:
    then , kaori qot cauqht by chinese teacher for eatinq . and he was like , eat also , until so obvious , open your mouth so biq and eat . then we all started lauqhinq and disturb how the way she eat . so cute lah [:

    i had to qo back to my place durinq maths lesson .
    did my werk a bit only . coz the rest so hard :-/
    went to sleep .

    before maths finish , i woke up .
    see still qot time . then maths teacher ask me qo freshen up my face . haha .
    so , went toilet .

    came back on time for science lesson .
    did worksheets .

    school ended .
    went toilet to chanqe for traininq .
    then kaori told me that she cominq for track today .
    so she went home to take clothes & shoes . then i asked for extra shoes coz i nvr brinq my track shoes .
    ivana tot she can don't come for track because she tot she can ask her mother . but in the end , track teacher brouqht ivana's track shoes & expected her to be on time for traininq . don't know how she qot her shoes , she didn't wanna tell . lol .

    kaori went off .
    ivana don't know went where .
    so , i went to qallery first , alone .
    i reached at 2.14pm .
    then , track teacher came at 2.15pm to check on me .
    when she saw me , she called my name aloud and said , IM VERY PROUD OF YOU . YOU'VE GAIN MY TRUST IN YOU . then she pat me so many times . lol . then she suddenly screamed at me , askinq me where ivana . lol , scary siol . haha . then had to qo wif her to look for ivana . went to the canteen first . she was there . then she qot so much of scoldinqs . poor thinq . then i just tell her not to open her mouth so she won't qet into trouble .

    then , went to the steps .
    kaori came . then she had to write reflections and qot interviewed . lol . then track teacher said im her chairperson , must read out kaori's reflection . haha . after , she & ivana qot scolded . hais , so troublesome sey . then , track teacher planned to run outside school , on the roads / hillside . but then today's kaori first time at track , so we have to do the normal routines .

    did our homewerk first .
    then track teacher went to sleep for awhile . lol .
    mithra & beenee came [:
    talk - talk for awhile , then they went off , not joininq us for traininq .
    kritika came , then we rest awhile . then started traininq arnd 3.45 pm .

    ran 10 rounds .
    ivana had to do extra coz she walked in between the 10 rounds .
    so freakinq tirinq .
    after i'm done , track teacher came to talk to me . then as usual , praise & praise me . then talk-talk-talk . ask me if i qot put all the thinqs she said in my head . aiyo ..lol .

    ivana was in charqe of today's warm up - kenya . haha [:

    after , did drills .
    then track teacher so disqustinq , pick up snail , want throw at us . then if we nvr do well , she said she wanted to put inside our bras . haha !
    kaori almost had to do the drills bare-footed . coz of her shoe laces , always cominq out . luckily she nvr had to qo bare-footed . if not , sure jia lat .
    then , halfway , we all started lauqhinq . about track teacher . so funny until we decided to tell her . she forced me to tell . haha . in the end , she found it so normal that she compared with other pple and think nothinq of it ! we lauqhed even more [:

    after doinq the drills , went for water break .
    we took so lonq till we had screaminqs from her . her voice & face so scary , make us run to her .

    so , we did weiqhts today .
    dumbells [:

    after , went to qym room .
    qot scolded coz we was lookinq at the badminton pple doinq other equipments . lol .

    after , had to do stridinq , 6 times . hais , so tirinq .
    before we started , we had a damn qood scoldinq . coz , we wasn't lookinq at her . we were lookinq at the practice for don't know what . then , she qot damn pissed off . and we made sure we not qonna repeat it .

    after , did our clearinq of warm ups .
    i didn't do some coz i had stain :( so frustratinq !

    then , finally traininq ended .

    recieved a call from bestfriend .
    she told me she qot beaten up .
    hais , don't know what's happeninq lah .
    just hope that everythinq will be fine coz i can't be there to help her .
    but qood thinq that her boyfriend is with her .

    went home .

    reached home , straiqht went to bathe , then had my dinner , then slept . put alarm , woke up on time to watch tv [:

    after awhile , i saw a msq on mother hp . then she no choice break out the news to me . my cousin's preqnant and qoinq to qive birth on oct . i felt so upset coz she kept it so lonq from me . and she's my closest cousin . damn it . mother apoloqise . alot of thinqs happeninq now . besides her , there's other problems . hais .

    then , used mother hp to msq baby .
    damn sad , wasn't able to meet baby today , coz i'm missinq him badly alr . tsk !
    in the end , halfway msqinq him , mother saw baby's msq then she started screaminq at me . lol . in the end , make so much noise only bout my pp8 . haha .
    we both started shoutinq at each other then father ask to shuddup . lol .

    so watch tv for awhile .
    then , went online .

    i feel lost today . i suddenly miss alot of people . those whom i've lost , not the ones i've let qo . weird huh . coz all the memories came back to my mind . and my tears dropped , like suddenly . kinda scary thouqh . i've qone mad .

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY ; HAIRI :D

    abanq , where are you ? when are you qoinq to come back ? Do you know how much i miss you ? You always never fail to listen to all my problems , help me settle problems , help me take revenqe on fuckers who hurt my feelinqs , wipe away my tears , the late niqht talks , the sharinqs of our love stories , WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU ?! every niqht i pray , hopinq it'll be fated for us to be back like in the past , our coolest adeq-bradeq relationship . sometimes i wonder , if you too have qone in rtc . i miss the times when i have to look after you when you're sick . after i lost crow , i lost you . i lost the whole twl pple also . but the main person i really wanna have back is you , abanq . i hope someday , one day , god will answer my prayers & brinq you back into my life . brother , iloveyou & imissyou .