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BabyEcstacy ;
Nancy Roberts .
Mix .
Sweet 16 .
Toa Payoh .
Happily Attached ; 020709 .

I don't judge myself -
Because i'm a simple girl ,

Who lives a simple life [:

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Everlasting Love ;


AhPong & BabyEcstacy

Together We Live ;
The Wonderful Lifestyle ,
Truly With Love !
Far apart but close at heart ,
Nothing can keep us apart .


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    Go back to school after expelled .
    1st Month Anniversary
    2nd Month Anniversary
    3rd Month Anniversary
    • 4th Month Anniversary
    Dye hair - RED .
    Big domokun stuff toy .
    New hp .
    Couple ring .
    Couple T-Shirts .
    • Red contact lens .
    New wallet from Guess .
    Pink adidas watch .
    1st Competition 2009 .
    2nd Competition 2009 .
    3rd Competition 2009 .
    4th Competition 2009 .
    Quit smoking .
    Tongue & Nose piercing .
    Eyebrow & Belly piercing .
    • Full-house piercing on right ear .
    Lower & Upper Lip piercing .
    Tattoos behind my lower back .
    • Tattoo on ankle & middle finger .
    Tattoo of my name .
    Meet bf's family .
    Pink psp .
    Pink Mp3 .
    9thApril - Clubbing @ Rupee .
    New Bikini .
    Pink Digital camera . (Lost) .
    7thJune - Clubbing @ St.James .
    Mphosis slipper .
    Mphosis big handbag .
    Mphosis high heel shoes .
    • Last tattoo;Full on lower back only .
    9thAug - Clubbing @ Supper Club .
    Tragus piercing .
    New shades .
    • Promote to sec 4 .
    18thOct - Clubbing @ Howl At The Moon .






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    Monday, August 17, 2009 10:00 PM
    I'm not strong enough to carry on with my life .

    First thing in the morning , i reached school , i cried .
    Then , halfway during lesson - Right , i know it was my fault , i just have this problem of not thinking before i do or say something stupid which leads me into getting into trouble -.-"
    And so , before i went back to class , i went to the toilet , & cried , ALONE .
    I just had no one to turn to . Until recess , i cried MORE . At least i had my friends beside me . I didn't eat from last night , i really had no appetite . I just don't understand why my life's like that .
    After recess , i kept crying during lessons -.-"
    Until the last period , i stopped .

    I had no mood to go for training .
    So , i went straight home .
    No food at home . So , nvr eat .
    Boyfriend called me & i broke down like hell .
    Put down the phone , cried to domo .

    && I thought to myself , everything should come to an end soon .
    I'm being compared to others , how worst can that be .
    I'm being judged at the wrong way , how evil can that be .
    Although , Sotong / Bestie / Abang , words & advice have kept me going on in life .
    I realised ; I can never be strong again .
    Goodbye ~

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